Past Life Reading

Saturday I went and had a past life reading done at Ishtar's Avalon. It was so much fun. Dennis the psychic who did my reading was so funny. I love anyone who swears. They weren't "oh fuck" or anything like that it was just conversational swearing. I am a great fan of that. It makes me feel more relaxed since everyone else in my life has a mouth like a trucker.

So the reading was interesting. He used tarot cards, rune stones, and destiny stones. First we stared with the runes. I picked three out of a bag. The first stone was reverse joy, second fertility, and last was destiny. The first showed that in my past life (lives) I had a lot of suffering, I had to make many hard decisions and so on. The second rune being fertility showed my decisions may have reflected having a child die or other hard decisions along those lines. While the last rune was destiny it tied the other two together by saying I cant change any of it now (I think, I am slightly vague on that point. It was said but it may not be for that rune. Oops I have a crappy memory.) Runes, check. Now came the heart stones. They were a bunch of rocks shaped like hearts, they were pretty. Again I picked three stones out of the bag. They were decisions, fate, and a cleansing stone. Since the first stone was decisions it tied in with the first rune that there were a lot of hard decisions in my past and I am dealing with them in my present. Second was fate (I am using fate because it is a close enough adjective for whatever word he used which again I cant remember) meaning it all happened and I cant change anything about it. I just have to deal with it. Whatever good or bad came out of the decisions previously I must live with. Lastly, the cleansing stone, to move on in my current and future lives I must go on a spiritual cleansing. So I can make a  new beginning. Woot on to the cards. I did not pick the cards. At the beginning of the reading Dennis handed me the deck and asked me to say my name three times quietly to myself then give him the deck back. Then Dennis dealt three cards face down for later on, which is now. The first card was the cups. He said it meant children or me as a child. I am not a fan of children to be perfectly honest. Dennis said it most likely meant I had a lot of suffering as a child, loosing my family at an early age and having to grow up quickly. Next card was the wands. Somehow this is me currently struggling at work. (Which I am). But it ties in with the cups. Lastly was the lovers card. I liked this card because it meant eventually... lives from now... if I change my patterns now I will become happier and break the cycle. Oh yeah, I'm a doormat. I was told when the runes were dealt Dennis read them  as me being a good person, spending all of my energy helping others and putting myself on the back burner. Also, not being able to make a decision for myself with out the help of others. All true. I can make decisions for everyone else but I am not a fan  of doing it for myself.

Synopsis: Amanda is a doormat. She must take care of herself, sod everyone else. My past lives depression and  decisions are most definitely affecting my current life. Making decisions for myself good or bad, it doesn't matter, is something I must learn to do. If I do not start the change now I will just constantly keep repeating myself in the future lives I will have. Also remember that it took many lives to create these patterns, it takes time to fix them. Don't expect to change everything overnight.

I totally liked Dennis. I will be going back for another reading.